Sunday, 1 February 2015

The unknown....Mamas Intuition

Well here we are on Feb 1st, 2015 and Im anxiously awaiting the day that I should be able to take a pregnancy test. For half of the month of January I have had suspicions that I could be pregnant. For a few days I had really bad cramping, and back aches, these lasted 5 days. At the same time I was super tired, hot and cold, almost flu like symptoms, but they were right around the time of ovulation. I found that I was super emotional and could smell things, coffee turned my stomach, and more. So I wasnt sure what was going on. Once the intense like cramps ended, I still had a dull back ache, and cramps that feel like period cramps here and there but they are very mild. I have had dreams of having twins, and lately I have had random people who I rarely talk to ask about pregnancy and when Im going to have a baby, if we will have one soon etc. Baby talk has seemed to be all around me. And most of all I have this big mamas intuition that keeps telling me that I may be pregnant. I am worried about peeing on the stick because I have done it so much in the past and its always sooo depressing when it comes out negative so I have yet to pee on the stick. Alot of me wants to but I just havent yet. At this point IF I am pregnant I would be due around Thanksgiving and currently 4 weeks along but we shall see.

I will post once I know if I am pregnant or not. If I am this blog will continue to get posted on, on a weekly basis!

If I am pregnant it means I will be VERY pregnant for my brothers wedding in Kelowna on Sept long weekend!! I will be like 35 or 36 weeks along! Alot of think about if I am pregnant.

For some reason I cannot stop thinking about baby furniture, how we would sort and reorganize the house, and how life would be with an infant again.

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